You wouldn't know what you have lost until you lose it. One day, we all would and it is only a matter of time. I finally realize that I've been in a deep denial. What the fuck did i do?After love,comes pain.After pain,comes crying.After crying,comes exhaustion. I've enough of this.


I want to go out, everybody is like so shag nowadays. Holiday already huh:( Please accompany me go and hunt for work leh. Gan going out. He Monday then can accompany me:( Sucker. Shinyi at Publicity:( I don't want to be alone, i hate this feeling. Luckily, got somebody accompany me to message. Phew, thank god.

Why am I so lazy? I only know how to spend my parents money but I don't even know how to earn. I am so useless:( Whatever. I just put back my Haloscan comment box. And i like my blog skins. Hehehe. Feel so shitty now:( No good.

Sister is not here with me:( I am all alone at home. Very lonely. Tmd:@ I just finish playing DJmax. Yesterday, talk to sister. Long chat:( I love talking to her. She can give me alot of advice. She talk to me about her relationship last time. Ya, I agree. I sound so shitty lah. Walaoeh. Kk, i give you happy post. Daddy don't let me order Mac. I want to eat:( Hahaha. Ivy make me cry you know. She is a bad girl, tmd:( Go read her blog, i read already i cry. You guys read already better cry kk. Hehehe. Shinyi is going out with her parents:( So i can't meet her. I very sad. Okay, i go and play my psp already. Is there anything to make me happy?

I think i ate a whole lot of thing. Oh my god lah:( I am a moomoocow. Rahhhhh. This post is long. Hahaha. I AM BORED LAH. Saturday is a stay home day. Dammit:( What a sucky day man.

I'm like outside now, using Shinyi's father friend laptop. Tmd, very bored. We watching HSM3 later with Dominic they all. I think. Walao, F1 is on now:) Hehehe. Tomorrow then i blog. Hahaha. I despise you. :) Yay, dislike me for all you want kk. Suckerrrrrr. Heck care you.