Heart ache.

I just change my blog skins again. Tired of the previous one. So yah.. I can't go out till this Sunday. How pathetic:( I want to go out for the bear bear interview at Vivo. I still have Homework still not done yet. Alot alot alot alot of homework. Save me. My DJmax corrupted, so shitty man:( But but but but, I got Diner dash but then the game very boring. Ha-ha.Currently, talking to sweetie on msn. We got nothing to do. Very boring, y'know. Fuck Munkie, you post our unglam pictures. Hell with you. Pouts:( I love my blog songs(K) Hahaha. I don't care how people look @ me. This is my life and I know how to deal with my life. And i live the way i want to. I don't need to please people. I won't be bothered how people look at me and how people think about me. Becuase I am me, and I am happy with myself. Summing up, what a person can do make you have a clearer view of them and tell alot more of the person. Don't believe? Try it yourself. I can tell you that, you will get god-damn pissed off with them. Feel like chopping them into millions of pieces and throw their fleshes down to the river to let fishes to enjoy. You should just fuck yourself death in the very first place. How i wish i could jump off the building now. H-a-h-a. Shinyi is fucking riding bicycle now:( I also wanna ride. So shitty. Happy Halloween to everybody. Why nobody come knocking my door :( :( Hahaha. I go do my homework already.
Please grow up, si dua tao__ If i known that so much things would happen in such a short time. I wouldn't have wanted to neither see nor happen, I fucking swear to myself that I won't fall at the start. I felt so much better telling Shinyi how i feel :( Who wanna bring me play mahjong?:(

Actually, I think i am such a fucking fool for doing all those things for you. I really need to thank you. I think you have laughed quite alot to yourself huh. Thanks for writing at your pm that you don't even fucking appreciate what I've done for you. Thanks alot, really. Maybe my friends were right, I shouldn't help you with this. Now I feel like shit sad stupid retarted whatvever shit you can think of now. I should have just fuck care you manz. Thanks for hating me too. What for i say this kind of shit? Will she even appreciate? No? She don't even understand how people feels. So what for. There's no turning back. All the best.

Talking to Cindy online, we hor very bored hor. Yay, meeting Rachel on Tuesday:) Woo. I like I like. Why at night so many people online one? Afternoon, nobody online. Hahaha. Kk, i go accompany my grandmother already. She alone outside:( So lonely.